~Saturday, May 31, 2008
The semester has ended with the screening. Yea. It's done. Well done. This is what our lecturer kept repeating to every group. Thank you to our butterfly for waiting us until late. Thank you. The moment wanna screen our group's, I was really worried... However, the comment wasnt that bad. So yea. Was really pressuring myself when editing. But. It's done now. I dont know how much can get. I know I am not as creative as others. It's not like I dont want to play with effects. But. Time is so limited. People rushing for 2 projects. And We got 3! Was really tired. Nevermind. It's done for all productions now. It's time to start engine for preparing final. But yea. Haha. You know me well you'll know how slacking I am. So-called got 2 weeks to the first paper. One day is gone. And didnt even know where is my book yet. Might as well should get enough rest first.
My eyes, I guess havent really recover yet. After went to doctor weeks ago(but is not an eye specialist, tried to search the whole town. and the answer is NONE eye specialist here. is very the cacat!!!) . and none stop using my eyes. I know 'they' are so tired. Until sometimes especially looking at the mac for too long recently. my vision is so unclear. even at home look at pc also I dont get clear vision. even this moment. quite worry actually. But cant do much. will try to rest my eyes as much as possible = sleep? Mmm. . .
I know I cant do anything anymore. Or should say whatever I did/do is useless. I know the song you dedicated to me. That's why I cried. I just cant control, the tears dropped. even you asked why, I didnt even say a word. I know even I say something. Nothing gonna change. I know it's not important anymore. What for I tell?
The date is near. and I guess it's not important to you already. Isnt it? I wanted to ask. But I dont dare to ask. Or should say, I scare of disappointment? Well, Dont get too drunk tonight. =)Labels: life, personal, School
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