~Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Got drunk the night before. It's the second time I got soooo drunk.. My Goodness. Sorry guys for making you all worry that night. It's just that too many problems around me all over the month.
Not to mention too much what was happening. Too much pressuring.. Too much sadness and all that. *sigh* I am not sure how long I can stand. But I will try my best to handle all of it. I am not too sure if I can do it. but yea..
Got sick recently as well.. No worries. I'll be fine. People says, if ones who too often depress and what not.. He/She will get sick easily. Probably of this reason. Antibody goes down.
I am confused. I am dizzy. I am not happy.. Or maybe I am just too free to think too many things. Not to worry. Life getting busy since it's getting near to Chinese New Year.. Alot of things to do, to clean up, to settle all by myself? Ahhh... I sometimes do think.. Why do I, the youngest in the family have to do so many things. Why my life isn't like other friends in same age.. Why, why and why? But nahh.. I only can answer myself. This is my life. I cant change or whatsoever. So people.. do enjoy your life.. play hard!
This morning did gardening. So tiring. Still got alot haven replant and all that.. Mmm.. So sunny... so hot.. so many mosquitoes.. T_T To be continue...Labels: holiday, life, personal
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