~Tuesday, October 09, 2007
things are changing around me. especially people around me. I know it. but I cant do anything. maybe should say i dont know what to do and so.
being very emo. these days. the whole week also in moody tone. dont know if there is anyone could notice it. (is just probably cause of some reasons.) *sigh* maybe I done something that made people feel that I'm not that.. how to say... I also dont know. what to do? maybe I should have protect myself alot more. I'm just too weak.
tons of work waiting for me. but, still... I cant let tons of work make my mind not to think unnecessary things. I thought there should have someone can let me rely on. but yet. no. I'm just being all alone this time. all that is just not exist. I've really no idea what to do. I'm quite lost in the moment. I cant see myself. I cant find myself. Where am i? Should I just live in my own new way? Or should I just run away from all these? Labels: life, personal
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